Missing in Action

I have declined so many invitations from my high school friends that I’m really so embarrassed already. When Z had his baptism they all showed up for support but I hadn’t repaid the favor and missed all their important occasions. They are now settling down one-by-one and having their own children’s baptism but I have missed all of those too. I’m really such a bad friend. If only Las Pinas was close to our home but it’s really far from us. I can’t go there alone without dragging my little one and my husband but it’s hard to drag them with me. Hubby is already tired from work and I can’t expect him to drive me all the way there. Now this March they’re again planning to go to the beach but I have to say no again. My dad already invited us already to go to the beach and there won’t be enough time for another. Did I tell you I’m such a bad friend?